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it's a season of grateful. i know you want to forget me, maybe you hate me, or think i wronged you. but, i am grateful for you. i will always remember us- i wear this tattoo with pride. i will tell my kids about you. i tried my best. my very best. to fight, with everything, gave it my all- time, energy, money, heart. we met when my life was the most turbulent of times and i couldn't be ready yet. your life was also turbulent at that time and you needed me. and i didn't show u

10.07 i hate that I remember this date. i hate that I yearn for you more than anything. i left- just for a moment- to change. to start a...

healing ellen's imperfect heart this is how i wanted to heal your heart. this is how i wanted to love you. this is what i left away, went...

you wonder why now. why i'm doing all of this now. well, i think this summarizes how i feel best i know it doesn't matter anymore. i'm...